This is my 13 year teaching children with special needs. I hate the politics that go with a public school, but I love teaching. I admire the parents and families. The children are amazing and teach me so much about their abilities and strengths they endure.
Is it possible to love life, and fear life at the same time? Knowing we don't live forever scares me--I don't want to imagine my child or friends, parents or spouse living on Earth without me. Maybe that is a bit selfish. I don't want to be alone. It's true, that I don't know when I go. I also don't want to be around when any family member goes. I can't and won't be able to handle it. Maybe it is easier when they are old--it will give me more satisfaction knowing they lived a long life--I pray I can say that.
How many of us are OCD?
Would you believe I have to work a full day tomorrow? Wish my hubby luck--it's father and son day tomorrow. I hope they have fun, cuz it's back to reality on Wednesday.
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